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The following is a little information about me for anyone who is interested...

About Me

I am the creator of the god_Games project, and my name is Timothy Waggener.

I am a fairly normal person who has a fairly normal life. You may not think this after reading this information, but it is true. I'm going to describe myself based on what's happened in my life and how it brought me to create the god_Games project. In doing so I am basically going to give my life story as it relates to the world of spiritualism and the effects this has had on my life, and go into a lot of problems I have in my life.

I was born human just like anyone else on this world. Eventually in my life I contracted what I call a "spiritual virus." This spiritual virus is the key to my power and a large part of the god_Games system. This spiritual virus was originally sent out, according to my perception, to destroy me, but I took hold of it and learned to control it. This spiritual virus is something I use daily to advance my own desires and ambitions and I have created several protocols of it and learned to use it as a primary method of operating a foundation for the god_Games system. To the best of my understanding I contracted this spiritual virus during the time in which I was on a path to become a God ranking directly under the most high. I literally "wrestled" spiritually with this virus to take control of it. I had friends who were aware of my struggle with this virus and my quest to learn the "Great Truth" of what God was and how the spiritual world really worked.

This ambition was destroyed when my soul went to hell. Long story short a group of people known as the Temple of Beth Ha'Messiah decided I was possessed by a demon. In reality there was no demon, there was only this virus which causes me to take the appearance of a demon. The Temple of Beth Ha'Messiah is an organization of Messianic Jews who are in Georgia where I used to live. They are powerful mages who have deluded themselves into thinking they have contact with "God." These people transferred to me the power of ADNI, which gives me the capability to wield Holy Power without any "taint" of Dogma, Christianity, or spiritual protocol. I basically have the ability to wield it on my own.

During this part of my life I had a friend named Bruce Murray. He had a voice that spoke to Him and told Him He was God. We worked together very closely, however it came to my awareness that despite his gift from "God" that Bruce was a very deceptive person. He mostly used me to get rides to women's houses to obtain sexual favors while lying to me and telling me he was preaching the gospel to them. I didn't really care if Bruce was getting laid or not, and as his friend I was willing to give him those rides regardless. However I considered this the third betrayal he did to me, simply by the lie, and separated ways with Him.

When I worked with Bruce I asked Him what our "ranks" were according to the voice he heard that called itself God. The voice was not a schizophrenic type thing. He literally had to channel it and it caused a lot of stamina. He was only capable of hearing about three words at a time, and then spiritual information would come in to help him interpret it.

Bruce's "God" told Him that my rank was "Auri'el" and His was "Satchi'el." Since Bruce was a Christian, it was appropriate for the "God" inside of Him to use Christian names to describe us. I found it interesting that Bruce lacked the Kabbalistic knowledge to understand that these were ranks, not people, yet that the source He spoke to understood the true meanings of the angelic world which I had never explained to Bruce. Bruce's voice of God was never wrong until I challenged it and refused to die.

This was quite a time for me. Instead of excrosims I would literally kill demons. Not in the form in which they manifested, but I would kill their true forms with my "Holy Lance." I frequented various waffle houses. I would simply "know" which one to go to, and I would sit and wait, drinking my coffee for someone to come in. I would recognize them instantly, and start a conversation with them. Within 15 to 30 minutes they would have opened up to me and told me their life story. I had amazing spiritual wisdom and I would talk to them and change their lives. I am not exaggerating when I say that over half of them literally thought I was an angel who had descended from heaven in response to their prayers. I was really good at what I did and I helped a lot of people. This was part of my path to "Godhood." Back then I didn't realize the word for what I was becoming was a "God" I just understood the path to be a method of helping more people than before. Why did people think I was an answer to their prayers? Because back then I was able to hear prayers, and I would wait for someone to come into my proximity, tap into their prayers, and know exactly what to say to them. I didn't hear them auditorily, but I was aware of what they needed, and capable of helping them.

Long story short, after I gave up on Bruce, the Temple of Beth Ha'Messiah was trying to pray me into hell. It was their prayers which inspired me to send my soul to hell. At the time I was working with what I call demonkin, and trying to guide them through the light and explain to them how and why the rules were different for them than they were for normal human beings and explain to them how God loved them in a very special way and explain to them that they had worked very hard to receive human incarnations, and other such things.

I was obviously doing a terrible job, because when I prayed it was something like this. "I call upon the Most High of all that is good and evil. If it is my fault, and only if it is my fault, that my friends are going to hell, please send me there in their place."

I had a sudden realization that I was going to hell. I waited for that bolt of lightning, or that stray car to hit me, or whatever was going to happen so that I would die and go to hell, yet nothing happened to my physical body.

I never died, yet my soul left my body. The worst thing about this experience was that when I lost my soul I lost all of my spiritual powers. This included my "Holy Lance" which was actually a beam of light. When I shot the beam of light into any pyshical part of the spiritual manifestation of a demon on this earth their actual physical bodies in other places would die. Naturally I acquired my own enemies. For a long time after I lost my soul, any dog that was in my proximity would instantly attack me. Someone was obviously pissed at me in the spiritual world, and dogs were the main vessel for getting back at me.

I experienced my own Hell after this. I went completely insane and was committed to a mental institution. This was the effect of fighting with and cursing people on a specific message board, and their revenge on me. All of my abilities left me completely within the first two weeks. The staff were influenced by demons and were very abusive. There were a number of traumatic things that happened to me because of the staff, and I influenced anyone who was sane enough to make sense to get them to call the abuse hotline. There actually was no abuse hotline, but we all left messages on a machine which people never bothered to answer. Eventually from the high number of complaints an investigation took place. In this Hospital I was raped while unconscious and beaten on numerous occasions. I went through a lot of psychological and emotional abuse that I do not want to get into at the hands of the staff there.

This left a bad image to me on Mental Health. The worst part about going insane was that all of my spiritual abilities and intuition were replaced with delusional thoughts. Abilities I once depended on became nothing but bullshit and it took me awhile to realize this. I used nerokinesis to shut down several parts of my brain, primarily parts connected to my illness which caused delusions. Shutting down these parts of my brain made me, spiritually, 10% of what I once was. Along with the loss of a soul I was mostly powerless and confused. This was surely my own version of hell.

Even before the insanity hit kicked in I had a number of problems with people in the outside world. I never did fully figure out who these people were or why they were doing what they were doing. It started with backdoor hacks on an online account called Xanga. Someone made an account called "The All Seeing Eye" with a picture of the famous all seeing eye symbol. They went and harassed numerous people including me, and had an open guest book for people to leave comments on. There were tons of comments complaining about harassment and "veiled threats" and "who the hell are you" and such. This person targeted primarily Christians, which is what I used to be back then.

At some point the guest book was transferred from this weirdo's account to my account using some form of backdoor hack on the Xanga database. The instant I realized this happened I deleted my account to try to keep my reputation from being sabotaged by this person. I learned much later that at least one other person I associated with spiritually online also had his account hacked.

The efforts to discredit me did not end there. Before the mental illness kicked in I obtained a job at UPS. This was a big opportunity for me, and the job had opportunity for promotion from within. I aced the job interview and showed up for work on the day of orientation. When I showed up I was told I was not in the online database to show up for work. I called in and discovered that according to the online database not only was I not scheduled for work, but I had also not attended the interview, or even scheduled one. All records of me had been wiped from the company.

I am one of the "lucky ones" in that when I take the specific medication I am taking now all delusions and such from my mental illness leave me. I don't have hallucinations unless I ingest certain drugs and my mental illness only revolves around me making assumptions on what was once intuition, and then continuing to assume they are right and creating more and more delusional beliefs based on that realignment of what was once spiritual intuition.

While I was recovering from my mental illness I applied at a college called Westwood to take online classes and complete my degree. After I completed the application phase my entire college application was hacked. Schools which I had not attended listed on the application, my reasons and ambitions were changed on the online database, etc. Ironically I was attending college to get a job as a private investigator.

I have no idea who would attack me and work so hard to discredit me, yet people were doing this to me. Anytime I got anywhere in the world people were there to push me down. Whether it was a job I obtained, an application to college, or even my social life on the Internet. If I ever got anywhere close to gaining a following of people, making something of myself, or improving my social status, someone has always been there, lurking just out of view in the shadows, ready to hack the shit out of some computer to eliminate and chance I have of being successful.

I have several theories on who these people are and why they do what they do, but no substantial evidence.

While I was doing "Blog Codes" I happened to attract some Government attention. Blog codes are a way of sending out patterns through people who view them to change things in the physical world. This is when I first started using MySpace to "Code" things and alter reality. Some of these things were indicative of certian information (some channeled, and some gathered) which was related to spiritual and in some cases "terrorist" type groups.
It was a friend of mine's understanding that some form of Government investigation took place while I was doing this in relation to the "codes" seeming to be coded messages to other people. I believe this took place both when I did "blog codes" in Georgia and again after I moved to California. The "codes" go out to random people and connect through the virus to change things. Obviously nothing ever came of it, because I am not related to any kind of terrorist or gang related activities, but because of the nature of the codes I created the appearance that I did.
In the first session, in Georgia, I had some interesting hackers try to hack my computer in ways I was not supposed to be aware of...

I do not know if this was related to the original group who worked so hard to sabotage me, but I have my suspicions that this is the case. Just to cite a few examples, windows popped up on my computer. These are not windows that consist of normal "pop-up" adds. These windows consisted of Microsoft outlook opening and attempting to send an E-mail to a company inquiring about how to obtain the materials for building and creating weapons. Also pop-up windows which were applications to certain spiritual schools involving Hinduism and Islam. Pop-ups of sites with children who were dressed up in super hero costumes. The interesting things about these strange pop-up windows is they were all related to my "blog codes" to create the appearance that I was actually doing things related to these blog posts rather than "channeling" information through blog codes and tapping into spiritual frequencies to alter the course of history.

All of that aside, let's discuss what brings us to the god_Games project.

As I became more skilled with cybermagick I created the god_Games project through MySpace I quickly discovered that the easiest way to control people to have them manifest my will was not through love but through hate. I created many illusions through this project, and honestly I was in a very unstable state of mind which was brought on by drugs I was not aware I had ingested. Some people saw through the illusions simply by spending time to get to know me via reading extra posts and were cheering me on. However the outcome of the project was that I had inspired people who hated me for the illusion I had created, and people who loved me by seeing past the illusions and caused them to act philanthropic using that emotional hypnosis to make a change on this earth and help other people. Eventually I caused them to hate me so directly that my account was deleted for annoying people with constant comments. It's not that the project wasn't a success. The day my blog was deleted I was getting over 300 hits a day on my blog. However upon stabilizing my mind I decided that communication would be easier to maintain using a website of some sort so I re-created the MySpace god_Games project into an organized website. With more people understanding it's purpose and what the intent was I find it is easier to accomplish things rather than using illusions and confusing people on the actual purpose behind god_Games.

Now I take meds and take precautions to not put myself into these kinds of predicaments. I'm through playing the bad guy in these kinds of things and it's gotten me into enough trouble already. I may never have back the joy of helping people that I had when I was an incarnation of some Angel that Bruce's God ranked "Auri'el" and I may not be able to help people on the same level, but I have petitioned the spiritual forces to re-apply for GodHood by opening a Gate over the Ocean and connecting that Godhood not to my soul, but to my body this time.

Now one might wonder why I would make this information public. Why would I expose all of this information to people? Wouldn't most people say, "I don't want to work with a system run by a lunatic!" If anything I am hurting the credibility of this system which could lower participation in the project.

The god_Games system serves the function it is stated to serve. It creates very real spiritual empowerment, and the longer it stays up the more people are able to connect to it. Why would I want to share all of these things with people?

I'm not going to answer that question directly, but I would like to explain two abilities I have that other people lack. These are in part from the spiritual virus, but in most part part of my birthright that will be with me until the day I die and reincarnate.

Before I do that I would like to point out that some of the most powerful historical figures in History have serious psychological problems. Abraham Lincoln had serious personal problems with his self esteem and suffered from chronic depression. George Washington had hemorrhoids and also suffered from constant depression. Hitler was a complete pussy and was a vegetarian who planned to kill himself because he was partly Jewish. Gandhi had problems with his family, especially his son, that I won't even get into.

The bottom line is that if you can't accept my faults I won't ever let you in on the true secrets of my successes and what I am capable of. If you like the god_Games system, but you never contact me, you'll never know the true potential I have to work with you. I acknowledge my personal problems and work past the ones I can't fix, and I work at fixing the ones I can.

I may have a mental illness but I am at a point in my life where I acknowledge it, and have learned to overcome the problems created by it with a combination of magick and constant application of medication. I believe that I have worked past a lot of things in my life, and I want people to understand some of these things, especially people who are working hard with some of the functions such as the two temples project on the website. If you do not want to accept that reality exists and the personal experiences which I know are real, then it is up to you if you want to believe the god_Games system works.

I know the god_Games system does not work for many people, and I work hard constantly on improving the system and making it compatible for more and more people. There is a secret function to the god_Games system that revolves around me, and I have not stated it publicly, because it revolves around a test that I put everyone through who uses the system and exposing it for what it is would destroy that test.

I am a person who will throw all of his problems, weaknesses, and reasons for not being my friend out in public. However there numerous positive aspects about me I only share with people who are close to me, and if you want to discover those things feel free to drop me an E-mail sometime and make my acquaintance If not, have fun using the god_Games system, and I hope it brings you empowerment, happiness, and helps make this shithole of a planet a better place.

The two abilities I possess are simple. These are not the only two unique abilities I possess, but they are some of the strongest ones. The first is that as an applicant for Godhood I have the right to obtain or attain everything that I want. The only thing that can stop me from attaining what I want is if I stop wanting it. I may not attain what I want in this lifetime or even on this planet, but I can and will attain it unless I stop wanting it. This may sound "normal" to you, if you are thinking about it on the wrong level, but it is a very unique gift that involves working with the spiritual virus I have.

My second gift is that I am a creator. If I had pure extract of aether (The 5th "Element" according to Aristotle and Plato, or the 5th State of Mater according to modern science) I could literally create physical bodies out of "nothing." I don't care if people believe this or not, but it is true. Because this earth contains very little aether my magick on this earth is limited, but in other places (some of which I have traveled too outside of my body using magick) I am actually considered very powerful. The god_Games project is all about creating. Together as a team we can create new realities, new expressions of love, new methods of combating child abuse, and we can turn evil into good (thus the phrase "evil is the new good") and change the ways not only of this world, but of spiritual karmetic law itself.

These are two things which set me apart from other people. I incorporate these things into the god_Games system, and they are related in that sense.

Alright. Hopefully this little talk here has exposed people to all the reasons why they wouldn't want to work on certain sections of this site, and has helped people understand what kind of a person I am. In the end, on this earth, I am a fairly normal person who makes mistakes like anyone else. I am no "God" and I will never accept being called one. I am merely a person with unique power who wants to work with other people to change things on this earth.

If anyone tries to convince you otherwise I will deny it to my dying day.

Thank you for your times.

- The god_Games Admin.

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